Why I do Yoga Most
people do yoga to be flexible and strong. Some do it to be in shape,
some do
it to firm their bodies or simply
slim down. Some do it as a 'springboard' to change their lives
in a positive way.
These are strong motivators for me but if
there is one reason that I must pick over others over the
past 30 years,
I
have
found
that
I relate
to Yoga
as
a means to 'Connect'. I find that I can connect to 'myself’ and
generally am more c_o_n_n_e_c_t_a_b_l_e
. Let me explain …
My Story: I stumbled upon doing hatha
yoga in a college gym many years ago. It was in the mid 1970’s.
The Yoga session consisted
of half an hour of unfamiliar postures and me trying to flex, move
and hold as instructed.
I just followed the instructor and as was suggested by him, pushed
myself reasonably hard (but not too hard) to align to
the postures. I was a little uncomfortable,
but
not too much. I suppose it seemed a little strange, but I liked
it.
The end of the Yoga session.
As the thirty minute session concluded,
the lights were dimmed and we closed by laying on our backs
in the
corpse pose or `shavasana’ for 10 delicious minutes of
a guided `letting go’. At the very end we were
gently prompted to arise to a sitting position where we slowly
'reanimated'. Then on that spring evening, I walked out of
the gym towards home, feeling quite relaxed...
I had `an experience' ! In
the five minute walk back home, the relaxed feeling kept deepening
and at the same time I became very energized. I stopped under a
tree in the courtyard to reflect on what was happening to me.
How to describe the experience of
the moment? OK, what was happening? The leaves
on the trees and the blue sky looked so rich and vibrant. I looked
around at people that passed me by and they looked so soulful.
OK, so the world was different, no... that could not be. Something
was going on in me that enabled me to see the world in a new
way. I felt very AWAKE, I felt very AWARE...
There
was this organic joy that exuded out of me. I felt
like I was grounded in my body, my
body
was grounded into the earth and my spirit was soaring.
All this from my introductory Yoga class. I recognized that through
this experience, my entire BEING was telling me how much
it resonated with the
Yoga practice. I recognized that Yoga would be my practice
of honoring the innerness of me and cultivating myself
as
I journeyed
through
this
world.
(later
that
also
expanded
into
other forms of Yoga like meditation and chanting, and
that will be written about in TakeTimeYoga in the future).
My ongoing yoga experiences: Rarely
have I had such intense experiences like that again. However, there
have been thousands of subsequent supporting experiences in the
years that have
passed which on a daily basis reinforce
the continuity
of my practice. I set aside my practice at the same time most
days
or when I can fit it in, that generally being a thirty minute session,
five days a week.
What
are more of the benefits and experiences that I (and others)
commonly have?
Physical: I can better handle the pressures of my day job, or
my other responsibilities. I just have extra energy or clarity
or I have bursts of energy throughout the day and after work find
I may not need to rest. My body feels lighter (it is lighter) and
when I bend or exert myself, I feel the difference. Maybe others
perceive me in a more favorable light as well.
Mental: I have more energy
so I have more energy to think. Sometimes during a session as
I mull over a problem or issue, a shift happens
and the answer appears. Sometimes during the day the answer
appears that might not have otherwise. I see relations between
at first
seemingly unrelated events and ideas. By sinking into the postures,
the stress of the day dissolves. It can be a great transition
from work to the rest of the day. Or from awakening to beginning
the
day.
Emotional: I feel strengthened and relaxed and notice that my
feelings are more buoyant. It is easier to connect and relate to
my friends and community. Maybe sometime during the day I have
an experience that I would not otherwise have of seeing and connecting
with the uniqueness of someone, or have an experience of clarity
or gratitude.
Spiritual/Energetic: Sometimes
there are moments where I sense a wonderful depth inside of me.
My inner and outer worlds
merge.
- Devidas Varga
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